Saturday, May 16, 2009

Door to Hope Door to Love

Tears are rolling down my face
I need you here in this place.
I thought you loved me i thought you new.
That together it would just be us

It broke my heart to hear you sayyou love me in a different waythe pain
I feel is something strongit was all my fault whatever i did wrong.
The way you make me feel is something more.
When you came into my life you opened me a new door
a door to freedoma door to happinessa door to love.

But now i need a door for hope.
Hoping that it will go back to how it used to be.
You and me.
A connection so deep.
A connection so strong.

A relationship that would last so long.
Who's going to be there to make it right
Who's going to be there to hold me tight.
Who's going to be there to make me feel ok
i guess now its all your say ????


Broken Heart
Sometimes I ponder about what will come next
Where will my life turn when it seems to stall?
When is the next time I will smile again?
and how will I get up, should I fall?
Happiness fills me with a touch of sadness.
By that I mean I know it can't last.
Beauty decays, laughter subsides
When will the stones be cast?
Tragedy can be measuredby the amount of happiness taken away
Elusion is our only protection
As we fall victim to its prey
So when I've reached a fork in life's roadand the choices are many or few.
I follow the one that leads away from misfortune
Thats all I can really doWhen life is good
You have to hold it in your hand
You have to close your eyes
You have to breathe it in!
Happiness may end
While tragedy begins
Today is the beginning
Is tomorrow the end?

Thursday, May 14, 2009

ur lurve change me

What can the love in my soul be compared to another wonderful soul which is so far and yet so close of my self? What can this symbiosis between two souls can be? What can love be when you feel you cannot sleep at night, that every drop of dew becomes a crystal in your heart, when every breeze of wind has magical meanings? What can love be when you feel that you want nothing more in this world that to be with the soul you love? But what can love be in other transcendental realities? What about our souls? Are our souls a waterfall, a true Niagara or a smile, a flirt of an angel? Are our souls a mere mood of a fairy or a lightening in a summer rain?Our souls could be all of this and much more. But what really happens in that transcendental reality when we feel we are truly in love, that we love so much that it hurts? That the air in the room is unbreathable, that the sentimental, spiritual or physical distances kill us? What happens when dawn find us sadder than ever, looking for an excuse or an argument for the person we love so much, our Great Love? What are all thses? What are the looks lost in the desert horizons of unfulfilment or those in the eyes that deeply loose each other in the others inside the souls?

love for you? never gone..

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.
Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.
You never alter, you're always you
Everything's breaking,
but I don't careSmash the rest up, burn it down
Put us in the corner cause we're into ideas
Take these edges, they're inside out
No one will notice, they're looking elsewhere
We can be honest, we call it off
We've got the choice if it all goes wrong
You see the changes in things that comeI
t's how you deal with it when switching off
Make a decision, a precondition
We've got the choice if it all goes wrong
We walk, we walk
if it all goes wrong
We walk, we walk
if it all goes wrong
We walk (It makes you feel good, it makes you feel good)we walk
When it all goes wrongWe walk (It makes you feel good, it makes you feel good)
We walk
Makes me feel good, nothings makes me feel good!

we walk through together

we walk together..
through everything..
hope you will not forget it..
and i beg you..
please remember all our memories..
i know you think me a player..
but i'm not..
i'm serius sayang..
Its amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you dont say a thing
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
Theres a truth in your eyes saying youll never leave me
The touch of your hand says youll catch me when ever
I fallYou say it best..
when you say nothing at all
All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd (the crowd)
Try as they may they can never define
Whats been said between your heart and mine